Well, this morning I woke up annoyed. I saw last night that the 'writers show and tell' event I had been rejected from was a real success. They did not want my work, and others got to 'pitch' to publishers I have striven to get attention from. To heck with it.
I have spent the morning recreating my ewanmcvicar website, which was frozen for no discernible reason by the hosters - they have zapped several of the websites I made here, but will give me no explanation that makes sense.